Wednesday, January 21, 2015

What are looking for?

Homily: 2nd Sunday of Ordinary Time – Cycle B
          “What do you ask of God’s Church for your child?”  It seems simple enough to me.  I mean, it’s a question with a one word answer and so it seems like it shouldn’t be too hard to know what the answer is.  And, it’s obvious that the parents already know the answer, even if they don’t realize it, because they’ve brought their child to church that day in a gleaming white outfit.  Nonetheless, more often than not, this question seems to make parents anxious and so their answers stumble.
          Perhaps the answer to this question is not as easy as it seems to be.  Sure, the expected answer (and the one most commonly used) is “baptism”.  This is why the parents have brought their child to church that day, so that their child could be baptized.  Nevertheless, the Rite of Baptism gives options for the response to this question that tell us something about how “weighty” it is.  These include: “faith” and “eternal life”.  Whoa.  That is different.  “What do you ask of God’s Church for your child?”  “Faith” looks a lot different than “baptism”, doesn’t it?  And “eternal life” takes this question into a whole other spectrum.  “Whoa, Father, I don’t want something that ‘weighty’.  I just want a nice little ceremony… and some pictures when it’s over.”  And so, even if they don’t realize it, perhaps these parents are sensing the weightiness of this question and so stumble a bit in making their response.
          In many ways, what this question is really asking is “What are you looking for?”  In this case, even the answer “baptism” is a lot weightier than it seems at first.  Because the question “What are you looking for?” goes deep down to the fundamental desires that move us.  And so to try and answer that question becomes difficult, especially if you’ve never thought about what your response should be. ///
          In today’s Gospel reading, we hear a radically different telling of how Jesus’ first disciples came to start following him.  In the Gospels of Matthew, Mark, and Luke, Jesus is always the one initiating a call.  Finding his would-be disciples engaged in their daily activities, Jesus calls them to leave those things behind and to follow him.  In John’s Gospel, however, we are given a different perspective.  Here, Jesus is not doing any calling; rather, it is John the Baptist who is pointing him out.  John had garnered a following: disciples who were taking seriously his call to repentance in preparation for the coming Messiah.  When Jesus appeared on the scene, John began to point to him as the one who had been sent from God and his disciples began to follow Jesus.  These included Andrew, the future Apostle, and (in a mark of consistency with the other Gospel accounts) he is shown as being the first to follow Jesus.
          As Andrew and one of John’s other disciples turn to follow Jesus, Jesus turns to them and asks them “What are you looking for?”  These two could have given Jesus any number of answers: “the Messiah”, “redemption”, “hope”, or even answers consistent with those that parents give when presenting their child for baptism, like “faith” or “eternal life”.  It is interesting, though, that these two didn’t give Jesus a straight answer.  Their response, rather, was “where are you staying?”  Perhaps they weren’t ready to give an answer to such a weighty question and so thought they could buy some time if they could follow Jesus to wherever it was that he was staying.  Perhaps not.  Either way, this account shows us a different way to become Jesus’ disciple: one that comes not from receiving a direct call, but rather from responding to a longing within that senses its fulfillment in Jesus.
          I like this alternative way of becoming Jesus’ disciple, because it’s accessible to anyone, not just to those who have received a call.  I like it, too, because it reminds us that there is some responsibility on our part to be open to the possibility of following Jesus.  In other words, this way shows us that there has to be some engagement of this question, “What are you looking for?”, before one can find the answer (or, at least, before one can realize that he or she has found the answer).  Finally, I like it because it shows us that there is also a communal aspect to every call to discipleship.
          In our first reading, we heard the Lord’s call of young Samuel.  At first, Samuel didn’t recognize the Lord’s voice.  Each time that he was called, Samuel thought that it was Eli who was calling him.  Samuel needed help in order to recognize that it was the Lord who was calling him.  When Samuel approached Eli for the third time, Eli realized that it was the Lord who was calling Samuel and so he instructed Samuel in how to respond if the Lord called him again.  Without Eli, Samuel may have never understood what was happening—in a sense, what it was that he was looking for—and thus he would have missed the chance to respond to the Lord’s call.  Then, in the Gospel reading, we heard how the disciples didn’t recognize who Jesus was until John pointed him out.  And so we see that those who surround us have an impact on whether or not we will begin to follow Jesus.
          And so, my brothers and sisters, perhaps today we need to ask ourselves this question that Jesus posed to these first disciples: “What am I looking for?”; because if we aren’t engaging life on this level then we probably aren’t living very well and we almost certainly aren’t living very satisfying lives.  When we engage life on this level, however, we open ourselves to finding answers in places that we least expect and, thus, the possibility of finding lasting fulfillment becomes very real.
          And so let us ask ourselves this question again today and throughout this week—in fact, let’s allow Jesus to ask us this question: for this is prayer—and let us open our hearts to see that the answer to this question is found in him; for he is here and he invites us: come and see.
Given at All Saints Parish: Logansport, IN – January 18th, 2015

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