Showing posts with label athlete. Show all posts
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Sunday, August 25, 2019

Agonize to enter the narrow gate



Homily: 21st Sunday in Ordinary Time – Cycle C
          For those of you paying attention, in the world of Indiana professional sports, a bombshell was dropped last night as Andrew Luck, the franchise quarterback of the Indianapolis Colts, announced his immediate retirement from playing football.  For those of you who follow football, even casually, you’ll know what a shocking announcement this is.  For those of you who don’t, however, I’ll try to summarize what happened and why this is such a big deal.
          Andrew Luck is only 29 years old and has been in the NFL for only a handful of years.  He was and continued to be one of the more talented quarterbacks in the NFL.  In spite of injuries that have sidelined him over the past couple of years, Mr. Luck was still considered to be at the top of the list of quarterbacks who could lead his team to a championship.  His announcement, however sudden, was not random.  This year, it is reported, he was facing more injuries that would keep him sidelined which caused him to worry both about whether he’d ever be able to return to top form and what all of this would mean for his quality of life after football.  Thus, he made what he described to be an intensely difficult decision: one that has shocked the sports world.
          What Mr. Luck’s announcement reveals to us is this: that to remain at the top level of any sport, one must have a desire to fight through every obstacle and the discipline to endure the day to day hard work that overcoming those obstacles requires.  Mr. Luck describes having lost that desire (he called it losing the “joy” of playing football), which meant that he no longer had the will to maintain the discipline.
          The word “discipline”, for most of us, probably connotes something negative: that is, being punished for something that you did wrong.  Discipline, therefore, is a corrective: suffering imposed on someone in order to correct an improper behavior.  For example, you discipline a child for coloring on the living room walls.  In other words, you make them feel bad in order to teach them that it is bad to color on the walls.
          Now, I’ve just touched on something that, I hope, will help us see that “discipline” is something more than just punishment.  You see, “discipline” shares the same root word as the word “disciple”; and what is a “disciple” but someone who learns from a master and tries to follow the master’s ways.  In other words, a “disciple” is one who learns and then applies that learning to his or her life.  “Discipline”, therefore, looked at in this way, is more than “punishment”; rather it is “teaching”.  And so “discipline” for professional athletes is not just a punishment that must be endured, but a way of teaching themselves how to achieve the level of skill that they will need, and to overcome obstacles that inevitably appear, in order to compete at the highest echelon of their sport.  Thus, almost every one of them will say that “you need a lot of discipline to compete at this level”; and we all hear that and say, “You’re right” (which is probably followed by a thought “and I don’t have it!”).
          In the Gospel reading today, Jesus is passing through towns and villages on his way to Jerusalem and somewhere along the way a man approaches him and asks this very sincere question: “Lord, will only a few people be saved?”  Jesus, being who he is, is able to hear the “question behind the question” that the man is asking and his response reveals what that question might have been: “Lord, is it possible that I can be saved?”  And how does Jesus answer this question?  He says, “Strive to enter through the narrow gate.”  Now we don’t need to know what “narrow gate” Jesus is talking about: rather, it is enough to imagine a narrow gate that is difficult to get through and, thus, what it would take to squeeze through it.
          The word “strive”, itself, is heavy with meaning, because the Greek word that Luke, the Gospel writer, used is the same word from which we get the verb “to agonize”.  So, in a sense, Jesus is telling this man “to agonize to enter through the narrow gate”.  “Agony” is another word that has negative connotations.  “To agonize over” something is to suffer something unpleasant: for example, indecision at not knowing the correct choice to make in order to achieve something important.  Nevertheless, that “agonizing” often leads to a decision; and thus the suffering produced by the agony turns into a “discipline” that helps one achieve his or her goal.  Thus, to strive—to agonize—to enter through the narrow gate is also to discipline yourself to enter through the narrow gate.  Thus, we see that Jesus was not talking only about exerting raw energy in your effort, but that he was also talking about disciplining yourself—allowing yourself to be taught how to enter the gate—so that you can enter through it: “for many, I tell you, will attempt to enter,” Jesus said, “but will not be strong enough.” /// “Lord, will only a few be saved?” the man asks…  “That depends,” Jesus seems to say, “on how many people truly strive for it.”
          Thus, we can see that making it to the heights of professional sports and making it to heaven are not dissimilar things: both require discipline and effort.  There is one extremely important difference, however—a difference that makes the one nearly impossible for any of us to achieve and the other very possible for all of us to achieve—and that is this: in professional sports you’re judged by your performance, whereas in salvation, you’re judged by your effort.  None of us would question that each athlete in professional sports is putting forth his or her maximum effort towards “entering the narrow gate” and winning a championship.  Yet, only one athlete or team wins a championship: and this because the individual/team performance was better than all of the others.  Salvation, however, does not depend on the perfection of our performance; rather, it depends on whether or not we’ve given our maximum effort.
          Thus, Jesus says “strive to enter through the narrow gate, for many, I tell you, will attempt to enter but will not be strong enough.”  “Strive”—discipline yourself—make yourself strong so that you can give the maximum effort, because that is what it will take to enter through the narrow gate.  This, my brothers and sisters, is what we do when we pray daily, when we study the Scriptures and the teachings of the Church (and strive to be obedient to those teachings!), when we live the sacramental life (meaning primarily: regular confession and weekly participation in the Eucharist), and when we serve others through the works of mercy.  These disciplines are what prepare us to enter through the narrow gate.
          Those who are not strong enough are those who give up on one or more of these disciplines, believing that because they “know Jesus” that they will still be saved.  Jesus, however, disagrees.  Those who have given up on these disciplines, even though they know Jesus, will be like those locked out of the master’s house after he has locked the door and who cry out to the master who then replies “I do not know where you are from”.  We must know the master, yes, but we must also strive to enter; because once the door is locked it won’t be reopened.
          My brothers and sisters, it is a beautiful mercy of God that he does not expect perfection of us so that we can be saved.  Although his justice requires perfection, his mercy takes into account the effort that we put forth towards achieving it and, thus, he welcomes us, in spite of our flawed performances.  Therefore, taking the achievements of professional athletes as our inspiration, let us rededicate ourselves to those disciplines of prayer, study, obedience to Church teaching, celebrating the sacraments, and doing the works of mercy so that the glory we achieve will be the kind that never fades, the glory of entering through the narrow gate to be seated at our master’s eternal wedding feast: the foretaste of which we enjoy even now, here in this Eucharist.
Given at Saint Mary’s Cathedral: Lafayette, IN – August 25th, 2019

Monday, May 9, 2016

Humanity's limitless potential

Homily: Solemnity of the Ascension of the Lord – Cycle C
          The new “Captain America” movie opened this weekend and it gave me pause to think about how much we seem to love superheroes.  From Superman and Batman, to Spiderman, Wonder Woman, the X-men, Iron Man, Captain America, and on and on and on, we seem to be fascinated with these characters who have super-human capacities.   This is not limited to fantasy characters, however.  In fact a whole industry called “professional sports” is built on the fact that we like to watch men and women who seem to have super-human capabilities demonstrate their skills.
          There’s a good reason for all of this (as I have already alluded to).  Because we are bodily creatures, we are rather limited in what we can do.  Yet, because we are also spiritual and rational creatures, we can know that an unlimited life could exist; and since being unlimited is always better than being limited, we lament the fact that we are limited and desire to transcend those limits in any way possible.  Super-heroes and professional athletes give us a glimpse of a more limit-less life—a life in which we transcend the natural limitations of our bodies—and so we tend to idolize them (and, at least, are entertained by them).
          The weird thing about this is that, in practice, we seem to love our limitations… in secret, at least.  For example, many of us might think it to be a heroic feat to run a marathon and may even aspire to do so.  But when it comes to giving up our bodily comforts and putting in the work to do it, we tell ourselves that it’s impossible for us and so we never even try.  Our bodily comforts, you see, are a product of our limitedness.  If our bodies weren’t limited in the amount of energy they produced, we wouldn’t need to rest; and if we didn’t need to rest, we wouldn’t have any trouble getting out of bed in the morning to do the necessary training.  But, our bodies do need rest and rest feels good, so we tell ourselves that we are “too limited” to do something as heroic as run a marathon and so either never try or give up before we get too far.
          But lots of people run marathons!  Generally speaking, their bodies are no different than ours—in other words, they are born just as limited as we are.  The difference is that those who run marathons have chosen to abandon the comfort of their limitations and pursue limitlessness, instead.  Many of us dream of being limitless (or we try live it vicariously through super-heroes or athletes, at least): that is, until it demands something of us.  That’s when we tend to fall away.
          This can creep into our lives a Christians, too.  Perhaps we have felt the urge to strengthen our faith and give ourselves more fully to God.  We dream big dreams about time spent in prayer, studying Scripture, or serving the poor.  Perhaps we even begin to dream about a specific project that God has placed on our hearts—to start a support program for those who dropped out of high school or a ministry to those who are divorced.  We feel moved to begin it, but once we start to imagine what it would take to realize our dreams, we come face to face with our limitations once again and begin to make excuses.
          Often, we just want it done for us, don’t we?  We know Jesus’ words when he said “Anything that you ask of the Father in my name, he will give you” and perhaps our love of our limitations causes us to think “Well, I’ll just pray about it and leave it in God’s hands.”  While there is nothing inherently wrong with that (and it is an important first step), it fails to recognize the other important step that we need to take: that we will often have work to do if we wish to see God’s response to our prayers.  Saint Ignatius of Loyola famously once said: “Pray as if everything depended on God and work as if everything depended on you.”  What a great motto for our times: reminding us that for all things we must truly depend on God, but that God will often use us as an instrument for fulfilling his will, if only we would choose to work.  And when we begin to work as if everything depended on us, we will begin to find our capacity to transcend our limitations and become more limit-less.
          So why talk about all of this today, on the Solemnity of the Ascension?  Well, it’s because the Ascension reminds us that the limits of our human nature can be overcome.  When Jesus ascended into heaven in his human body, he showed us the limitless potential of our human bodies.  No human body can just appear in locked rooms without opening a door or vanish from sight without a trace.  Certainly, no human body can ascend into eternity: a space in which there is no time, only the present.  Yet Jesus did all of those things and ascended into heaven in his human body—a nature just like ours, only glorified—and in doing so he showed us the limitless potential our human bodies possess.
          If we wish to tap into that potential, however, we are going to have to make some choices.  We are going to have to choose to abandon the comforts that come with our limits and choose to “work as if everything depends on us”.  Could you imagine Jesus’ Apostles trying to fulfill the mission that he gave them to “go and make disciples” by prayer alone?  They knew that they had to work, too, if they wanted to fulfill Jesus’ command.  But, they weren’t alone in their work, were they?  Before he ascended, Jesus promised to send them the Spirit, who would give them power to be his witnesses “to the ends of the earth”.  The Holy Spirit came to the Apostles on Pentecost and the result was extraordinary.  They truly transcended their human limitations to witness to Jesus to the ends of the earth.
          My brothers and sisters, in this week between our celebration of Jesus’ Ascension into heaven and the descent of the Holy Spirit on Pentecost, let us pray that the Spirit will fill us with that same power to overcome our limitations as the Apostles did and, thus, give the greatest glory to God that we can possible give: our lives lived without limits in him.

Given at All Saints Parish: Logansport, IN – May 8th, 2016