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Monday, March 4, 2019

The hard work of seeing


Homily: 8th Sunday in Ordinary Time – Cycle C
          Friends, I am so grateful for the opportunity to be with you here today.  About a month ago, I received as special sample of a product that has changed my life in a positive way.  Over the past month, I’ve felt better, had more energy, my mind has become laser-focused, I’m sleeping better, my skin has cleared up, and I’m accomplishing much more than I ever did.  This product is about to be made available to the general public, but I have been given the opportunity to offer it to you first.  The product?  ...You tell me.  What I’ve just described could be the first two minutes of any “special paid advertisement” program that you might see on TV.
          If I hooked you with that presentation—and if you’re feeling a little naïve for it—I wouldn’t be surprised.  And the reason for this is pretty simple.  You shouldn’t have to spend too much time thinking to realize a couple of things about our human nature: 1) We all want to feel good; and 2) We all want to do good in our lives (whether that means, being productive, helpful, or otherwise making something positive come out of whatever it is we are doing in our lives).  The problem for us, however, is that we’re all pretty lazy.  You see, back here, in the core of our brain stem—that is, the part of our brains that formed first and in which all of our core instincts are stored—is embedded the knowledge that we weren’t made for work.  Remember, when we were created, we were placed in a garden in which everything was handed to us.  We didn’t have to work for food; rather, we had to “tend” the garden: which, it seems, pretty much took care of itself, anyway.  Because of this, we are naturally resistant to anything that smells like “hard work”.
          This, plus the fact that we want to feel good and do good, means that we’re pretty susceptible to be attracted to a product or program that promises to improve our lives with minimal to no work from us.  This promise, of course, is a lie.  And not necessarily a malicious lie, either, as advertisers often hide just below the surface that, while their product or program will improve your life, it will only be successful if you work hard while using/following it.  This underlying truth—that improvement comes from work—is one of the things our Scriptures are pointing us towards today.
          In the first reading, from the book of Sirach, a wisdom book, we heard the author warning us not to allow someone to be our guide until the person reveals the quality of their substance beneath the surface.  If someone has done the hard work to strengthen their core, it will be revealed in how they acted in trying times and in how they speak about themselves and others.  In other words, if you’re going to put your trust in someone to guide you towards a better life, you ought to be sure that he/she has done the necessary hard work first.  Has their mettle been sifted?  Has their clay been proven solid by enduring the heat of the furnace?  Has their tree produced good fruit?  Do they manifest these things through good speech?  If not, beware: they may lead you astray.
          In the Gospel reading, Jesus echoes this teaching.  In this extremely short, but descriptive parable, he reminds us that a blind person cannot lead a blind person (any person, really) anywhere.  (Sorry, Subaru, but your commercial about a blind man leading a seeing couple around an Alaskan peninsula is flatly false.)  One needs to have done the hard work of learning how to see in order to lead others to do the same.  Jesus then directs the parable back at his disciples: “Do not, therefore, try to be the guide for someone else, if you yourself have not done the hard work of clearing the obstacles out of your life so that you can see clearly enough to guide others”.  This, we know, is the meaning of the “splinter and the beam” parable: do not be too quick to fix someone else’s problems if you haven’t spent any time addressing your own.
          And this is a lesson of which we must often be reminded.  But the form of this lesson can seem unhelpful for people; and here’s why.  The fact of the matter is that we all have our own problems.  We all have issues with anger, jealousy, impatience, intemperance in what we consume, and a host of other things.  My guess is that we all look at those issues in our lives and think, “I’m not happy with these issues and I want to get them out of my life”.  The best of us will then try to get those issues out of their lives; and those who do quickly run into the biggest obstacle to removing them: work.  Yes, work.  That’s because the only way to get these issues out of our lives is to take up the hard work necessary to overcome them.  Thus, when Jesus says, “Fix your own issues first”, our reaction (perhaps only subconsciously) is to say, “Easy for you to say, Jesus! Don’t you know how hard it is to do that?”  It’s the same reaction that friends have to us when they share with us that they struggle with anger and we say, “Well, you just need to be more patient”.  “Duh, I know that!  But it’s so hard!”
          One of the things that I’ve found very helpful in my own life, and so often share it with others, is to accompany that very simple and direct advice of Jesus with a frank acknowledgement that what Jesus asks of us isn’t easy; and I promise to support them in any way that I can as they take up that work.  I say, “Yes, you need to be more patient... and that’s hard work!  But it’s work you have to do if you want to get this misery out of your life.  It won’t be fixed tomorrow, but if you commit to working at it, you will overcome it.”  People respond to this because they recognize that others struggle to overcome the same issues and, thus, have a sense of solidarity that encourages them to try.
          Friends, Lent begins this week and it is a great opportunity for us to put our Lord’s teaching into action.  If you haven’t yet decided how you are going to spend your Lent (or even if you have), spend some time with this passage from the 6th chapter of Luke’s Gospel these next few days.  Ask yourselves, “What beams are stuck in my eye and obscuring my vision of the world?”  Then ask, “How can I work over these days of Lent (through prayer, fasting, and almsgiving) to remove these beams so that I can see clearly and, thus, be someone who can help others do the same?”  Finally, make a commitment to try.  There are no easy fixes in the Christian life; but when we put ourselves into a good work that God’s Spirit has inspired in us, God’s grace is always there to help bring it to fruition.  This is why Saint Paul exhorts us today: “be firm, steadfast, always fully devoted to the work of the Lord, knowing that in the Lord your labor is not in vain.”  This is God’s promise to us.  May we show our faith—and, thus, our thankfulness—by taking up this good work.
Given at Saint Mary’s Cathedral: Lafayette, IN – March 2nd & 3rd, 2019

Sunday, March 30, 2014

Let there be (children of the) light.

          Another great weekend!  My parents visited from Illinois and a lot of folks from All Saints were able to meet and greet them (good both for my parents and our parishioners!).  If any of you remember my old (original) blog, it was titled "Searching for Blindness", which was a play off of today's Gospel reading.  Jesus says that "if you were blind, then you would have no sin."  I didn't want to have sin, so I thought I should be "searching for blindness".  Anyway, it is a powerful story of what happens when we allow our self-righteousness (Pharisees) get ahead of seeking an authentic relationship with Jesus.  We're halfway through Lent!  Time to double-up our efforts!  Verso l'alto!

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Homily: 4th Sunday of Lent – Cycle A
          As many of you know I grew up in a Catholic household.  My parents practiced their faith and taught their children to do so also.  My siblings and I all spent eight years in Catholic grade school (well, nine, I guess, if you count Kindergarten) and three of the four of us spent an additional four years in Catholic high school (it was still segregated between boys and girls when my oldest brother went, which didn’t sit well with him, so he went to the public high school).  Thus, when I went off to college I felt pretty confident that I knew what it meant to be Catholic: Go to church, don’t eat meat on Fridays, be kind and generous to people.  This is what I did.  I followed all of the rules (well, most of them, anyway) and otherwise I pretty much did whatever I wanted to do.
          A couple of years after I graduated from college, this system fell apart on me.  I wasn’t happy with my job or my decision to move to Indiana, my relationship with my girlfriend of nearly three years ended disastrously, and those thirteen years of Catholic schooling didn’t seem to leave me any answers for why I ended up so unhappy.  It was then, of course, that I had an encounter with Jesus.
          In this spiritual encounter that I had with Jesus he showed me how blind I had become to my sin (that is, how blind I had become because of my own self-righteousness).  “I’m a good person”, I used to say.  “I’ve never really hurt anyone intentionally, so I’m ok.”  While this latter part was somewhat true, Jesus opened my eyes to see how I had actually hurt many people through my selfishness and self-righteousness.  Although he didn’t directly command me to do so, I knew what I had to do next: I had to go and wash in the “pool of reconciliation” by making a good confession.
          From there I began a journey, not unlike the blind man who was given sight in today’s Gospel reading.  At first, all I could do was say “Jesus healed me.”  When others would ask me, “Who is this Jesus? point him out to us”, I couldn’t.  I had encountered him, but I was still getting to know him.  As I more intentionally engaged all of the practices that I had before—going to Mass, giving up meat on Fridays, being kind and generous to people—as well as taking up new practices—giving time to daily prayer, studying the Bible, and volunteering in my parish and the community—the answer to the question “Who is Jesus?” started to become clearer for me until the point that I could see him clearly and, thus, worship him in truth.
          Of course, the man in the Gospel reading today had a much more profound experience.  In many ways, his story is a baptism story: one that highlights the “re-creation” aspect of the sacrament that we celebrate.  This man was born without sight.  In other words, he was born broken: “damaged goods” if you will.  Jesus confirms for his disciples that this was not caused by any particular sin either by the man himself or by his parents.  Thus, in a sense, his blindness is a result of a legacy of brokenness that man has inherited.  Does that sound like a description “Original Sin” to anyone?  Well, it should!
          What Jesus does next is very symbolic.  He makes clay using his saliva.  (I know, it sounds gross, but back then they believed that saliva had healing properties.)  Think for a moment about some other time that God used the dirt of the ground to do something important…  In the book of Genesis, right?  “Then the LORD God formed the man out of the dust of the ground…”  So Jesus uses the dust of the ground to make clay and places it on the man where there should be sight, although there never was…  Interesting.  Then he tells the man to do what?  To go wash in the pool of water!  And what does that remind us of?  Baptism! of course!  So the man is baptized and washes the stuff of creation off of his eyes and, voila!¸ the sight has been created in the man.  (Suddenly this doesn’t look like the same old story anymore, does it?)
          Thus, this man’s faith journey begins.  At first he doesn’t have much to say about this Jesus that gave him sight.  He knows the name of the man who gave him sight and, because of what he did, that this man must, therefore, be a prophet and a man of God, but he didn’t know much else about him.  When he then sees Jesus for the first time, he is open and ready to make a profession of faith.  “Do you believe in the Son of Man?” Jesus asks him.  “Sure!  Just tell me who he is, that I may believe in him”, replied the man.  He trusted Jesus so completely—because of what Jesus did for him—that he put his complete confidence in whomever it would be that Jesus would identify.  When Jesus reveals himself to the man—“the one speaking with you is he”—the man then professes his faith in Jesus and bows down in worship before him.
          In many ways, the Elect—those who will be baptized at the Easter Vigil—are having this same experience.  This Sunday we will scrutinize them again and call them to acknowledge their blindness because of sin; and, in a way, to imagine Jesus putting the healing, creating clay on their eyes.  We will then send them forward towards Easter to be washed in the pool of Baptism, where their blindness caused by sin will be washed away; and, re-created, they will walk as “children of the light”.  As their brothers and sisters in light, we walk with them on their journey towards re-creation.  Thus, Lent is also our call to scrutinize our own lives and to identify how sin has increasingly made us blind to our selfishness and self-righteousness; and, thus, to the needs of the poor and those living on the margins around us that we have been ignoring.
          My brothers and sisters, Jesus wants to meet us there, in our acknowledgement of our blindness, and he wants to place the healing clay on our eyes.  He will then send us to the pool to wash—that is, the sacrament of reconciliation—so that we too can have our sight restored.  In this time of preparation for the great celebration of Easter, let us not be afraid to approach him in this sacrament and to let him do this great work for us.  For when we do, we will truly know what it is to worship him; just as that man in the Gospel did; and just as we are invited to do every Sunday here at this altar.

Given at All Saints Parish: Logansport, IN – March 29th & 30th, 2014